LAST BLOG :'(

What a year. what a year. This year has been amazing. I never thought I would like being homeschooled. Never in my whole life did I think that I would make friends with people that I didnt go to church with. This past year has just been a year of change and It has been a good change. I'm so thankful God placed homeschooling in my life and all of the wonderful people I've met in my life. Thank the LORD for this year.

two is better than one

"I remember what you wore on that first day you came into my life and I thought hey you know this could be something." Thats one of my favorite lines from a song. I love love love that song too. It reminds me of a young love that I had. And even though the title is two is better than one. thats not true you dont need to be in a relationship to be happy. I'm happier than I've ever been and I'M SINGLE. 

3 things

3 things I love ; youtube. I'm pretty sure I spend the most of my time on the internet on youtube. Youtube is an amazing outlet. Its a way to express yourself and just be yourself, and it dosnt matter if no one watches its there and thats amazing in itself. noodles: I'm pretty sure I'm obssessed with noodles they are like the best food thing EVER. Bieber: i dont even think I need to say anything ;)
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LURVE

Lets talk about the "l' word.boo LOVE I know everyones least favorite subject. Love is the most complicated thing. love is the most hectic emotion love is the most wonderful thing and its sad and its bad and good and AHH SO MANY THINGS. Love  is what makes the world around. As the Beatles once said "All you need is love."

5 left

Wow I have five blogs left. That's so crazy. I know something as simple as blogs shouldnt make me so emotional but I HAVE FIVE BLOGS LEFT! wowww. its so weird to think I'm that close to the end of school that close to the end of my blogs that close to the end of HIGHSCHOOL. ahh bliss

# 6

my favorite number in the whole world is number 6. IDK I think its because it was my moms favorite number or maybe I just like that number, idk it is a good number lol and it has always been lucky for me. So next time when someone asks you to pick a number between one and ten pick:)

GUESS WHAT?! I'm going to FLORIDA! i'm so excited. me and Carlie are going for our senior trip, and I'm so so so so so excited. We get to go shopping and swimming and shopping and shopping and shopping. AHHHHH! so excited and then when we come back that next weekend I'm graduating it is going to be the best week ever! 

ACT ... again.

I'm pretty sure taking the ACT is the most boring experience any one in the world can go through, and now I've had to take it twice. BLUHHH. Yesterday's test was so much better than last times, because this time I took it at the college I am going to next year which was pretty cool, and there was only 8 kids there this time, where last time there was at least 30 per room. Yesterday I had to do the writing part too, it wasnt that hard though, so it shouldnt be that bad. Last year I got above average in everything and this year it seemed a bit easier.

blogging

blogging has been somewhat of a blessing for me. I've been able to release everything I'm feeling into a blog. I think its healthy to release emotions, because if you have too many blocked up inside it is not good. So thank you, Mrs Keaton, for having us write blogs it has been a very unique experience and I might keep blogging even when school is over.

Graduation

The stress of graduation has piled high on me this week. I have three weeks left, some of my grades arent what I want them to be, and now I have to crack down and work really hard. I dont know if it will ever hit me that I'm graduating in just a month. Its kinda sad. My childhood school years are coming to an end. I'm relieved and I'm sad. I wish I had valued the time I had spent with my friends last year, I wish I had spent more tie with them. I really wish that I was still around all of them. I miss them so badly.I always wonder what would be differnet if I was still at MEBS instead of being homeschooled. I'm sure alot of things would be different, but I think its was God's will for me to be homeschooled this year.

Passion

Last week in my dad's sunday school class there was the cutest little boy I had ever seen. He was so sweet, and he would ask questions about what my dad was teaching and he was just so adorable, he was a little boy that rode the bus. At my church, I'm sad to say, the kids who's parents bring them to church are really snobby. It's always been that way, even when I was younger all my friends were mean to the bus kids. I was never mean to any of them, but I didnt take up for them and that's just as bad. Now I'm sympathetic to kids like that, who just try to come to church, and even at church they are bullied. After my dad finishes teaching we always give the kids a little candy bar. Two boys didnt go get theres so I grabbed them and brought it up to them, so the older kids wouldnt take them from them when they came in. One boy took his the other said he didn't like them. And then the sweet little boy just looked up at me with his brown eyes and asked if he could have another one. It broke my heart to see a little boy so sweet, I just wanted to hug him. At that moment I knew that I wanted to help kids like that, I want to be able to be nice to kids when no one is nice to them.